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Friday, 14 December 2007

  • Ahhh, i'm feeling so fatigue after a long long day. Sure feels good after a shower, and now in the kicking mood to write again. Time swings by so fast, and before you know it things are already through. The many previous nights were catch up sessions with old and new friends. It is certainly easy to find a friend, but most obviously hard to find a friend with a special mind. Anyhow, I can walk normal again!! Legs were hurting due to futsal, forced self to do the extra work and running around. Well I have to anyway if im gonna get anywhere. And talk about futsal, injured myself when I fell awkwardly to the ground. Broke the fall with my knee which resulted in a bloody wound just on the knee cap. Besides that, just physically fine. Apart from it becoming all yellow-passy, gross!

    I'll be getting a digital camera soon! Dad said it would be fine, since I need it for so many good reasons. College, outside, life, blog and the list goes on. Hmmm, can't wait :):):)

    Finally got someone to help me download these few songs. Foo fighters and the likes of Avril Lavigne. Say, Avril has matured so much over the years. Her music has changed, well maturity plays a big role here. And her not so latest clip, Hot, is soooooooooooo hot! The choreography in this clip is by far the best i reckon compared to the previous ones, she is so much more lively and expressive now. Some people dislike this change and some people do, but hell she rocks. Foo fighters latest one "Pretender" is not for the faint of heart! And the usual old hits "Best of You" really gets you off the chair and start beating.

    Thats all for today, can't wait to upload some pictures :>

    Chongsta-

     

     

     

Sunday, 09 December 2007

  • The greatest struggles offer even greater lessons.

    I just got back from MingTien, finished the day with supper with Chef Zam. It has been a very long and winding day. The weather was just ugly accompanied by rain and sun continuously. Hard to see it through.

    A lot has changed in me within the past month or so. Physically, mentally and most foremost, me as a whole. Why have I said so? I know I have. Things aren't the same anymore, the way I evaluate things and thoughts that run through my mind. When I was out with a friend, a dear friend indeed, I did things unexpectedly. Things that trigger due to actions rebuked, a slow plight of sheer modesty and a hint of words that melds well without hesitation. And now I know, what I lacked during all this time.

    I've never experienced this very big change and I can only thank one person, a very special person indeed,  someone who I had loved dearly, someone who I cared so much for, someone who changed the entire course of my time, someone who I will never forget for the remaining years of my life, someone who I had lost due to my own self stupidity and selfishness. I still am at a state of regret and my actions with and for you were a total mock of disgust.

    You know who you are, and I would like to dedicate this song especially for you; BonJovi - Thank you for loving me.

    Love was like a fantasy. I lived through it hoping for the best, hoping that all went well without hassle, hoping that things came my way. Now my fantasy has died when you left me, and this has dramatically changed the person in me.  

    Lastly but not least, Happy birthday Marcus, happy birthday...

    Chongsta-

Thursday, 06 December 2007

  • Quote of the day - "Ah thanks, Is Ikano on the same floor?"

    Goooood Morning,

    Hmmm, sure is chilly. Ah right it's raining already this very morning. Probably had rained through all morning in fact. Now this weather reminds me of typical Sydney mornings, just excluding a thick vicious fog floating around. Well okay, what am I up to today? We'll see.

    Okay foremost, I'd rate my contribution and dedication points to a possible 2 out of 10. Missing out on the 2 odd days where I didn't write, mainly nothing interesting happened or nothing triggered the mood or excitement to sit and blog. But isn't this the case for almost everyone? Or just post something brief about the one day's outcome? Too crude for me, however I still love you all :)

    Right yesterday was a blast. It's one of those days where you are just worry-free, you're practically laughing the whole day to yourself, well and also other things......being foolish, acting like 12 year olds?(Hey now if you say WHAT? you always act like a 12 year old, now you're wrong; at most times I "try" to be a 20 year old, just the 16 year old gets to the better side of me and sometimes the inner kid reveals himself; yeah no thanks to hmm, you know who  you are ) and also feel dumbfounded but not with the rejected feeling, the self-stupid humour or so. This has a lot to do with the people you hang around with in particular and peers. Well yesterday, she definitely cuts the cake. It all boils down to something one really looks forward to, and finally having to do so without any concerns.

    Now it is a big wonder, and also quite intriguing to how I met this wonderful particular and what we've been through. She has been there for me, to listen, to advice and to see that I manage to pull it through at these hard times. She's pretty much dealt with most of my unjust actions and I cannot thank her enough. Namely, how she made it through a winter storm out on a very cold night, (well if i remember correctly, i was out cold at the very least, pretty sure everyone was just warming up :P) and there are at least a few more incidents, or ahem cough accidents that occured, just to save some skin so better yet name anymore. Also how we can sit for 3 hours just talking about anything heh. But all in all, I owe her a great deal. Her undying patience, sense of humour, gratitute and sheer modesty, and lastly for being such a dear friend in need *hugs*

    More to come, peace out.

    Chongsta-

Tuesday, 04 December 2007

  • Memories =)

    Why am I not suprised to be back here yet again?
    Now the options were clear, was either them blogspot or the other hmm, I can't recall. But I do vaguely remember how I started off here due to a close friend's influence back in 2004.

    You know, blogging has been a very addictive, so to say, activity that I have been longing to do so. It only takes ample time to sit down, figure out keywords and such and just elaborate away. Sometimes it's more of a short story thing or in some ways to get out of your current world and enter your very own. So why haven't I been on the block? Mainly because all the ideas and thoughts come through by morning, and when I actually sit and progress through with these, they just blow away into thin air. And the more I try to reinstate these ideas, they are long gone and it's pretty frustrating when you're at lost of words to begin with whenever a session begins :)

    It is almost the end of 2007, what a year it has been. Might I add, a lot of life changing events took place during this particular year and the last. It has both been of siginificant change, drastic and also it's counterpart.

    I'll be posting more definitely, it's sheer fun and also very enjoyable to be here. So much has passed, so much has happened, so much to tell. And too much time in front of the computer to be of good use. Lastly, I'd like to also acknowledge and send my thanks to Ellie, girlfriend of once a close friend, well we're still close in a way. She has been anticipating about my return here, both at the same time very inspiring. And I am more than happy to be back either ways, cheers :)

    Chongsta -

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